On top of this, I was able to make it home early and be home for Christmas...and my recovery period has been smooth. I didn't really need pain medication after they took my epidural out, as the pain prior to my surgery was much worse than the post surgical pain. I continue to 'recover', as I don't go back to work until the end of January per doctor's orders....but I feel great!
Friday, January 9, 2009
Part of the Story....
On top of this, I was able to make it home early and be home for Christmas...and my recovery period has been smooth. I didn't really need pain medication after they took my epidural out, as the pain prior to my surgery was much worse than the post surgical pain. I continue to 'recover', as I don't go back to work until the end of January per doctor's orders....but I feel great!
Monday, October 13, 2008
3-0!
My 29th birthday was no fun....so my 30th birthday was enough fun for last year, and the next 10 years! The celebration lasted many days, and now I have to come back to reality. I thought it best to share my many happy memories with pictures. So here are a bunch of them!
It all started Wednesday night when I had my support group over for dinner and pumpkin carving...
Then on Thursday (my birthday) I spent the day with friends, my mom, and my dog. We had a spaghetti dinner at my new place and sat by the fire as the sun set!
My mom came over and helped cook dinner...here she is working while I'm enjoying my glass of wine....
I had to do some shopping too...
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
A Room with a View
This is the view from my new bedroom.... ahhhhh.....
I've finally moved out of my parents house...which, in a way, was more stressful than I expected.
I've been ready to go for many months now, and very antsy...but when the time came I was hesitant.
I couldn't figure out why...until a couple of weeks ago. I was on a panel of survivors at a cancer seminar. The speaker asked me,
"What particular challenges do you have now, being the youngest member on the panel?"
(or something like that)
And I realized that it's my fear to move forward, take risks and challenge myself again. When I was diagnosed, my world became very small. When your lifespan is unpredictable and seemingly in jeopardy, you realize very quickly what is important to you and surround yourself in it. I always have dreams and plans to travel and see the world (and still want to do this..), but when it came down to it...my priority was my family and my friends...the people that I love. I wanted to spend my time close to them....and created my safe little bubble.
However, this is the challenge of being a 'young survivor'. If I were older and more settled, I would have created my 'bubble' with a family that I created, and wouldn't have to push myself to get out there and take risks again. I am very grateful for my parents and really needed their care and support during my treatment and recovery. I could have easily continued to live with them, as they are the most important people in my life....but it was time to break free (again!) and challenge myself to move forward. It was a little scary leaving the 'safety zone' that I had created...but....
The view here is pretty nice...
:)
Friday, September 26, 2008
Perspective...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQ0TZ6cxMZM
Hope it adds a little perspective to your day...as it did to mine...
Monday, September 8, 2008
Yay!
I was actually nervous about this one. I had it scheduled for October, but switched it to August, as August was actually my 6 month mark. I also had them add a picture of my chest, as I wanted my lungs looked at as well. I had been having a funny feeling in my mid-back for a couple of months....and my anxious mind just wanted that lung checked out. Colon cancer usually metastisizes first to the liver, but also sometimes to the lung...so I thought better safe than sorry...lets just have them look everywhere.
Anyway...I must give a word of advice for anyone who needs to have an abdominal CT scan. They try to push this most disgusting, thick, barium drink ('banana smoothie') on you when you walk in. You have an hour or so to drink it before a picture can be taken. I did drink this the first time because I didn't think I had a choice. However....there is another option! They can make you a barium drink that is water and crystal light (lemonade or fruit punch), and the barium. The viscosity of this is much, much more palatable. It just takes them a little extra time to make, as it's not pre-packaged...so it's not offered. However, if you tell them that you'll throw up drinking the 'banana smoothie', they'll make you some lemonade. :)
Anyway, my lungs, heart, pancreas, colon and liver all looked good. In fact, they stated my liver looked to be improving. ?? My liver enzymes had been elevated, and I had a slight 'fatty liver' in my last scan...from all of the chemo being metabolized there (I assume)....but it's on its way back to normal! There's almost finally no physical/physiological sign of the wear and tear of the last year... (just neuropathy, and hair wisps...and I can deal with those!)
Hope you are enjoying these early days of fall!
Yay Bri....One more!!! I'm thinking about you all week!!
Friday, August 22, 2008
Update...
Hi all! This scene from Shelbure Farms made me laugh the other day. Some days this describes my job as a nurse... or the life of a person with bowel issues.....
sick humor...
The colon cancer 5k was great last weekend. We had perfect weather and they had a pretty good turnout for the 1st year. I've decided that next year, I need to be a bit more organized in advance and start a team. They had awards for the largest team/best team outfit, etc.... Definitely awards that we can win next year! Plus....I love a good cause...
Here's a picture of my team of supporters! Thanks guys...I was very happy that you were there!
I finally took a picture of my hair growing back! The chemotherapy for colon cancer only makes your hair thin out! This is mostly a great thing...and I was very happy for it...as people who didn't know me , didn't know I had cancer....they just thought I had terribly thin hair! However, there were times where it almost would have been easier to have the bald cancer head...then I wouldn't have had to explain myself and my lack of energy and overwhelming fatigue. Some people seemed to assume that since I didn't loose my hair, the chemo was easier or not as harsh. This was not true! Many of the patients that we get on my floor are there for side effects from these particular chemos...and.... all chemo sucks....period! :)
Here is my new underlayer of bangs.... Now...if it would just grow back thicker...that would be great! (not really happening...)
And finally...there was a write up about my 'Good Riddance' party in the CPSP newsletter....
Here's the link if you have any interest...
http://www.cpspvt.org/ezstatic/data/cpspvt/sp-sum-newsletter.pdf
Thats all for now! Time to get ready for work...
Hope everyone is well and enjoying the last days of summer (now that there's finally some sun!)
Saturday, August 16, 2008
FYI
http://www.getyourrearingear.com/events/get-your-rear-in-gear-events/colchester-vt-august-2008/
hope to see you there...